choose - final part.

it's been a while since last article publish in this diary. too much to jotting it down but in the end, just mumbling with any sentence. my friend said from his view, he thinks that its better for me to speak rather than to write. so he suggest that its better for me to become a speaker, giving talk, tazkirah or what so ever using my voice. i agree with that opinion since this diary that i create last year prove that theory.

he gave me a few opportunity becoming presenter during business presentation for the last 4 weeks ago and i enjoy it pretty much. knowing yourself from different angle and perspective and from various person around you. i try myself to jotting down something that come out from my mind and it better jotting down while you saying it altogether. what i said is what i wrote.

we need to develop ourself preparing for the future in front of us since all knowledge from higher education can't provide us (i think) enough preparation to overcome all problem arise from current reality. engineering field provide us some flow that we use as a reference in our daily life for solving problem. but reality keep changing as we increase our age, needs, knowledge etc, our view keep changing. people intend to change to keep up with this reality.

reality as a student, view as a student in circle of higher education seem like same for most of us (i think) since we have major common needs, experience, knowledge etc. we build up our perspective towards next level, working level and we put a vision and mission towards it. however, this view, mission, vision become dull after we graduate and having a good job.

new environment, friends and foes, huge capital and everything new make us feel something that we protect before need to be adjust to adapt with everything new. i keep on changing from campus life to working life. i agree with people keep on changing their perspective. but bear in mind, not all view must be change. what you understand and practice before, need to be protected. there is no meaning what you have learn, understand and protect before, you just ignore when your surrounding change. what a pity and shame.

all in all, it depend on yourself whether you want to change or not. maybe become flexible is better (i think). meaningless you throw away your precious time digging knowledge, push yourself to understand, create your principle, vision n mission and protect it, but by the end, throw it away in the middle of the road - end of choose final part.

ayah chik